Christmas Is Here: Our Best Is Good Enough
The decisions caregivers must make during the Christmas holidays are fraught with opportunities to make mistakes in judgment. Chief among them is how much to include a loved one living with dementia in the festivities.
Will the Christmas tree bring Mom happy memories of past Christmases, or will it remind her of the Christmas tree fire in her home when she was a five-year-old child? Will the gathering of loving relatives bring her a feeling of being included with love or will she suffer from terrible anxiety because of all of these people who have become strangers?
Is it better to leave Dad, who now lives in memory care, home for the family gathering or should you let him have a quieter Christmas and visit him before and/or after?
The most frustrating and painful part of this stew of choices is that, in most cases, there is no right answer because we are aiming at a moving target.
Depending on where Mom is in her mind on that particular day, the Christmas tree may bring back wonderful memories, or it could bring back that childhood horror. The gathering of loving relatives may seem familiar to her, or she may be too lost in her dementia to remember these people, thus making the group a crowd of frightening strangers. You, the caregiver, will have no way of knowing.
The same, of course, goes for Dad. If you bring him home, will he enjoy his time there remembering good things and then return to his memory unit home without a problem? Or will the home you brought him back to seem like another strange place that causes anxiety and more turmoil? Worse yet, will taking him out make it harder for him to readjust to the memory unit once he returns?
By this time, you will already have made up your mind about how you are going to handle these and other complicated holiday decisions. All I can say to you now is that you’ve done the right thing.
Yes, whatever you’ve decided can backfire, but you have no way of predicting the future. You made the choices with the best intentions for all concerned. Whatever the result, you will have done your best. Either you’ll rejoice in the results of this year, or you’ll somehow cope with a difficult outcome.
I’m sending my heartfelt understanding to you because I’ve been in your shoes for more holiday seasons than I care to count. Some have gone well. Others have been chaotic and begged to be forgotten. I do know that I have done – and am still doing – my best, just as you are.
Don’t let go of this truth. You haven’t made mistakes in your Christmas planning. If there are things that you wish would have gone smoother, or if this is a year you’d like to forget, drop the guilt and move on. That’s all we can do. We cannot predict how someone will respond to our best efforts. We try and then we let go of the result.
Our best is good enough.
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